Lonely Scars

Day by day goes by, 

I don't even notice time fly, 

All i remember through the days

Is this deep and constant haze. 

Before i try, and fail, to sleep, 

I make new scars, running deep, 

Line by line, to feel the pain, 

Tears and blood make up my rain. 

Nobody knows, or suspects a thing, 

I just fade away as they all sing, 

Sleeves and smiles conceal 

All the pain i always feel. 

Now razors are my only friend, 

Who would've thought this is how it would end?  

Drowning while watching everyone breathe,

When I'm gone, no one will grieve.