Freestyle

Once I start writing I can't stop. I don't edit the draft, I just hit post. I believe it needs not to be improved, it is what I felt,so it's enough. I don't strive for greatness. Just to be heard

I am far from perfection,
that is not my aim...
Yet the Leo in me
strives for expression
in any possible way..
Creativity in any form -
in that I find pleasure.
Born with strong Ascendent
& a perfectionist Earth Nature...

Down to the Ground,
I bow to my creator,
for every single dimension
of this creature that
in this physical dimension,
I see every day
before me in the mirror..

Humble, yet proud,
Show off at times -
Like to be
in the center of the crowd,
I require "social"
in order to function,
it's what ignites me,
what drives me is to be out
and about, expression
and communication,
exchange ideas
about literature, art,
music and the cosmos ...

yet at times..
my damn Scorpio is like
I'm at the front line and
you are scared of the gunshots...
Just a mass of Cowards
behind false masks,
hypocrites,..
copies
of the same brainwashed
vast majority, that have lost track
of what is reality
and what is farce..

You are all behind in my book of life..
I'm the title,
I am the language,
you the subtitles,
I am the contents,
you the essence to my pages...
I am the story
you are narrators,
I am the main, you are supportive.
I am insane, and you are the doctors,

Yet define me - better not hope it,
as I fail to fit mainstreamed ideals
and stereotypical process of labels..

I am different, I am a rebel,
I feast on goodness and radiate evil,
I am balance, I am at equilibrium
at the climax of my emotions
I find tranquility and in poetry
I seek harmony...

I am just, but seek no justice,
as only the One who made me
will be the one to resurrect me,
put me in my place and name me
as sinner or saint...
and you, my dear human
are merely no one
to criticize my state,
personality or traits...
I am unique, so are you...
feel free to disapprove of me,
what I do, how I dress, talk..
You is not whom I try to impress..
not at all..

God is my witness..
I am an addict ...
to writing.. I can't stop it.
Once it's on - it's frantic,
Flow goes on in my brain
and I just type in ...

Ay, admit it..
at times, I do need the recognition -
as usual, blame it on my Venus..
in case you wondering -
it's in Leo.
For those who do not know -
it's the sign of expression,
beauty, creativity and art
in all of it's forms,
it shines
as it reflects the sun,
it's ruled by it..
Kings and Queens
of the Zodiac,
loved or despised...
We radiate from within
and they are in tunnel
of darkness...
They are all one,
we are multipliers...

So, to be frank,
keep my flow organized
and the idea in my head
straight forwarded to the
delivery stage...
I won't deny the facts.
I am a terrible liar...

Do I need your opinion
of my belief in astrology or
writing skills - negative
is the definition that my
Neptune has for this position.

I'm the CEO of my life,
I know me - I've achieved a lot
for my age of 25 ...
I can say... I got it right.
but am I satisfied?
Nein!
Never...
Declined....

Friends and foes
are both my Motivators,
My aim - the Top..
won't stop till I get there..
will let you know
how the view is ...
Never Quit is my Motto...
will continue till I reach that goal.
Or die trying to..

M.Z's freestyle for today ..
peace out mates.