Losing You

If I lost you

I would not know what to do

You are my best friend

My closest friend

The one I love

I do not want to think about losing you

But it may be what I have to do

It may inevitable  

Because you seem to slowly drift away everyday

We used to be the closest of friends 

But now you barely speak to me

I try to help you through pain

But now my words seem to mean nothing to you

My feelings seem to mean nothing to you

Years later I look back

And I remember you

When we used to be so close

But then I remember the pain in the end

The pain of losing you

I try to push the thoughts away

But they just stay

Then I remember when you had begun to change 

The wall that was put in between me and you

I always hated that wall

But then I think

I guess it was meant to be

And I was never meant to be with you

You had begun to lean on the wall instead of me

The wall stayed for years

But it fell away from you in the end

I would have always been there for you

But you pushed me away

When all I wanted to do was stay

Maybe we will meet again some day

And maybe this time you will let me stay

Reviews

[Serenity Faith]

This was so sad, yet beautifully worded. I know I've built the wall myself before, in fear of being hurt I suppose. Instead of it crumbling on itself though, I suppose my Husband decided he was going to take a sledgehammer to that sucker himself xD But every person is different, and time sometimes heals all wounds. Losing someone you've always been close to, is not an easy thing to go through. But just as you said, maybe one day, they'll come around. It'll just be left to you if you're still waiting on the other side of the wall or not.

[Adam Faison]

Thank you for the great review!