You versus I

You broke my heart, but that didn't matter to you.
You poured zero emotions while I poured all of mine.
You wanted to be with me without committing.
I wanted to be with you without pausing.
Your heart was unavailable and I knew knew why.
Turns out you never cared about me and I cared too much for you.
You still want to be friends, I can barely endure.
You go about your day with not a care in the world.
I walk around holding my head up high while I cry.
You smile and laugh with your friends,
While I stay home and don't check my phone.
You go on and on with your life, happy as could be.
I push daily to survive with my broken heart.
You started to think about how you miss talking to me.
I woke up late but with a new mindset.
You became sad when you realized you couldn't just text me.
I started working on myself, for myself, by myself.
You realized that you lost your sunshine,
I realized I lost nothing but red flags.
You knew you couldn't have me, and I knew that that would kill you.
You were nice, you were great, but not what I need.
I was caring, supportive, and loving yet you still didn't want me.
You are lost and confused, while I smile and laugh with someone new.
He truly wants me unlike you.
So goodbye to you, to us, to whatever we we're supposed to be.
I at one point loved you unfortunately.
But goodbye to you and to the old me.
Im done and will not think on you again.
I wish you the very best whatever that may be.