Tired

I'm tired.
Tired of being alone,
Tired of feeling like I'll never be good enough.
I stay out late,
Go wherever I can to avoid laying in my bed,
Alone.
Wondering what I've done,
And how I'm going to fix this undesirable part of me.
The rings around my eyes show more and more everyday,
My body is sore and my mind is clouded.
It's hard to function this way and it feels as though I'm starting to lose my grip.
I just hope it's not as obvious to everyone else...