Lost In Me

Feeling a little disconnected these days....

The time of care and love have gone

My humor sets in silence as a pawn

Soul feels nothing, heart grown cold

My feelings I gained I regret I sold

Passing the time by work and no play

Hoping to find my heart with dismay

Nothing seems real just illusions sit

Like fading memories cutting a slit

No hope I see my time moving fast

Issues haunt me as my dreams past

Yet I move and face each long day

I crave for the end to pull me away