Just Spent

When the time reaches a point when you just give up on life and people and wait...

I have given in, I am done

To old, to ugly you've won

Didn't perform as you wish

Floating aimless just a fish

Been hurt more then cared

Lost more in life compared

Given my heart in so deep

Only to later sit in weep

My punishment was giving

Alone destine I am living

Memories of things I lost

My heart and soul the cost

Just done being the abused

Left standing more confused

Still bleeding from each lie

Set me free I want to die

Author's Note

No I am not suicidal!