Secret Pain

Releasing some feelings in writing....

Hidden deep the wall was built high

Little things known to make me die

Words spoken like daggers thrown

Making me question my only stone

Why did you call and promise now

That everything is different some how

That feeling returned and I am to drop

Things I now hold and don't want to stop

Love you say, I remember so very well

As I lay dying and you just said go to hell

Its true perhaps I will never be good enough

But at least now you forced me being tough

Still the words ripped the wall helplessly apart

Saying love and forever will never be in heart

That I am not human for love and attention

Just a dog out of sorts living in apprehension

Thanks for the memories and all of the lies

I am sure you'll find another sucker of flies

For me I can live with not being so wanted

Better then living a hell by your lies flaunted...

Reviews

[Sarah]

This release although filled with pain is a well description on the pain in which you battle.