thin line

always feels like i'm walking on a thin line
i'm so cold kinda feels like my skin is ice
you say i ain't nice, well you may be right
coz i'm out my mind, and you about to find
out, how crazy a m**********r can be
when he aint got no money so he doesnt eat
and he takes to much drugs that he doesnt sleep
gets tired of feeling weak, the cypher make him real complete
these compositions ain't a competition, it's an art form
but i rock the hottest s**t, never miss my dart board
quit your f*****g bitching b***h, you don't wanna start w***e
but i always felt like rap could be about so much more
here, i searched in to my spirit, cleared it,
found God and feared Him, still commit sins
that only a comet could end, gemini twins
my life redivides quick, i'm tryin multiply my s**t
ran out of ramen, robbed some b***h named robin who worked at red robin
bought a lozenge
she snarfed my sausage like i barfed on college
all over it, was over with it, gave her a tip and dipped
got the f**k out of there swift, i knew the cops would be
all up on my s**t so i had to make it quick
but lemme hit one last lick, then i'ma swear that i'll call it quits
parked @ the pawn shop, glock drawn, cocked and armed
flask of jack and a dash of hash, then i put the mask on
walked in and said if you don't move then i'm a shoot
wait a second, what the f**k am i supposed to do?
i've done this a million times before, from bitchin w****s, to different stores
oh yeah that's right, pick up a tape recorder and walk out the f*****g door
started to proceed, clerk said hey sir your money i need
i said i'm poorer than my ex girlfriend w***e but i got weed
and i got speed and whatever else you need, indeed
you can have anything you want in your life for a nice fee
but does that make it the right thing? like style biting
it's like a child dying, oh my, i'm f*****g high
went to the car and drove my a*s back home
end the day the same way i wake up, all alone