Another Dark Morning / September 10, 2015

another morning, dark as night

depression never settled and continues it's flight

cold blade calling, worse than last night

but now i can't sleep to avoid the fight

painting a mask for all to see today

hoping the act doesn't fade away

to show on this morn, i'm again cracking

that slowly, surly, sanity's lacking

i don't know what to do, not what to say

am i doomed to forever be this way?

no time to act, no time to think

another explosion is on it's brink

seemingly free but caged by hate

shackled by self loathing is surly my fate

straight jacket of self loathing surrounding my mind

there's a way out of this labyrinth i can't seem to find