Again September 9, 2015

one more time, lets dance again

my sharply edged, shiny friend

across the skin, a little sting

sanity holding by a string

let's dance again, just once more

let's try a little deeper than before

a ribbon, a bubble, then a drip

"what's one more?" and i let myself slip

just like old times, come out to play

and help me forget the pain of the day

i cant stand the nagging of y own dark mind

there's nowhere to run, nor shelter to find

please, play with me, distract my brain

as residual sanity slips down the drain

soon enough you'll simply see

the truth, the dark, the secret side of me

please help, i don't know what to do

i no longer stop at just a few

the truth spilled out upon the floor

i don't think i can close this door

i'm dieing again but please don't help

happiness is fleeting, and pain's all that's felt

can no longer help but feel comfort in pain

don't try to save me, your efforts are in vain