Sit some More

I sit.
And sit.
I need to get up, but I can't
My heart fell to the floor
and I can't scream anymore
It's dark and sit some more
Shaky because I can't get my grip
My a*s hurts and my legs are weak
All I can think about is how you killed her
Just like that.
Made her neck crack
Sit some more
A tear rolls down
And puke comes out
I'm scared of you now
And I'll never forgive you
Sit some more
Blank mind
Sore voice
and numb body
I can't move
But I want to move
I need to, got to
But I can't
So I sit some more.