In my world
Roses aren’t red
Violets aren’t blue
No longer know love, because my twin, they slew
Never can I forget
But remember
That bloody December
I swallowed the ink
From the madness of my pen
Suffocated my pain in a bath of white pills
Letting music be my suicide
As I broke away from my being
Becoming something new
Afraid of myself
Lost in my hatred and anger filled vices
Abused from a mental break down
Although this moment of my life is stained with blood
So will the song pages be stained with ink
My heart though blackened, hints sparks of hopeful links . . .
*
{Chorus}
Hark Dark angels
Shadows dancing on my walls
Eyes diluted with hallucinations beams
Remember, remember my bloody December
Where near the ashen fireplace cried mother
Crocodile tears, and spiked hearts
A picture is worth a thousand words
A broken moment worth a thousand heartaches
Remember, Remember my bloody December
Where New Years eve
Was where we would grieve
Mother placing her tears in a pot of dirt
She said it grow my dear it will grow
From our pain and hurt it will grow
It will grow
Remember, remember my bloody December
Where through the dirt broke a fragile life
A single black rose
That mother said would grow, would grow
So remember every December
That black rose will grow
It will grow
And grow
Letting us know
That from the dark something beautiful glows
*
Roses are black
Greed is green
Just like the revenge in my heart that seeds
I will forgive but I will never forget
The hatred for such actions I will never regret
Black petals of each rose bloom
Pasted to my notebook, to evaporate my inner gloom
The piano voices sings
The mouth plays its out of tune keys
Because I will sing and sing
Until my victory bell rings
*
{Hook}
Remember, remember my bloody December
Forever and ever engraved in the limber
The grave still shines
The hate still vines
But deep inside
I’ve become more alive
The rose may be black
Flaunting its thorns
But never forlorn
Only beautiful
Beautiful
Like your smile
Lost in a cloudy wile
Up in the sky
*
[Aperi spiritu alis
Fuge, fuge, o fuge
Sicut fatuo
De fractos lullaby
Open your spirit wings
Fly, fly, fly
Just like the wisp
Of my broken lullaby]
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