I Want to DyeA Poem by BloodyRavenA man reminisces about a 'special girl'.
Sitting in the corner of my room
In the spotlight of the moon, drink In the haze of warm light, in your Monochromatic outfit, and smile With your red lips that defy the Black and white color scheme of Our world, smile with the lips that Can drive me to murder, the feeling I get when I'm too lonely, I get so Homicidal, I start feeling suicidal Over the whole situation, your razor- Sharp snowy teeth aren't hidden too Well when you smile at me in such a Taunting manner, so I sit here and I Pretend to ignore the fact I know Everything about it, because in a way You're worse, so I sit here and pretend That I can't see the facade you put up In my presence, I bend the bouquet Of roses that are colored ever so sweetly With the murderous intent of your tantalizing Lips, the same red that creeps into the slits Of my closed eyes, and rapes my mind in my Dreams, and washes it over thoroughly until I'm cleansed by the bloodbath, until my memories Are stained with the red again, the paintball grenade Exploding in the darkness, and as it splatters inside My head, illuminating my mind, I can see you there Dyed the same color as those who you stole away With your steely tongue, the one that cuts into the Soul with an unknown penetration, with each word you Cut deeper inside, and draw yourself closer to them, With your colorful lips, an exuberance so profound I Can only hold my concentration long enough to make An awkward slash across my wrists, only to stare into The aftermath of my actions, the bloody eye in the puddle Of my shame staring back at me blankly, and for awhile I Think I'm alone, until I realize that it's you that's staring and I look back to the empty chair in the corner of my room on A moonless night, and all that remains is a blotch of red regret Staining my white wall, like a heart exploded before giving me A goodbye, and I see your lips in them, to kiss that red again Before the routine of colorless reality consumes me and forces Me to conform to the normalcy of everything I don't want to know So I sit here, and tear myself open, and I reminisce at the murky Red that flows from the pale marble of my skin that so closely Resembles you, the face I never quite saw past your sweetly Murderous lips, so I sit here and smile a little hopelessly now, And I watch the corner of my room, the red blotch, and the Empty chair, with no moon tonight, and I sit here bleeding, hoping The familiarity of color draws you back to me, that the situation Would please you enough to bring that murderous love back to me Even if it means dying as I do so, as long as this red, your red intent Surrounds me, and swallows up this little room I've been confined to Ever since you imprisoned me with that devious smile, I'll be okay Because even if you don't come, drowning in the color of your love Would be the greatest ecstasy I could ever fathom, so as I drown in My life, as the blood rises higher, and my life grows even fainter, and Sinks me under the surface, fill my internal organs and explode my heart So I can be one with you forever, dye this pale body, and let me merge So let me dye, babe, and color me loved © 2010 BloodyRavenAuthor's Note
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Added on June 19, 2010Last Updated on June 19, 2010 AuthorBloodyRavenBrAiNeRd, MNAboutHey everyone, my name is Tyler, and I love, love, LOVE writing. Though I'm not the best at it(that title probably belongs to Stephen King) I enjoy it all the same, and very much like reading other peo.. more..Writing
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