The Boy, His Windows, and What They Have Accepted (and What they lost?)A Poem by Kristen PI'm not sure whether this poem should be titled ' The Boy, His Windows, and What They Have Accepted' or ' The Boy, His Windows, and What They Lost'. This is the last of the poems about The Boy.He's back. He sits alone Eyes focused in a thoughtful Glare. The world is standing. He continues walking And walk to where? There's nowhere to Walk to. All paths lead To the same cycle which Creates the Shadow that Turns the world into A statue. He walked the streets of nothingness, Hearing screams of obscenity and Seeing those attempting to float Away, destroyed by madness Created by their neighbors. He tried to blend, To become indistinguishable Among them; his demeanor Preventing. It was not even Possible for one with such enigmious Qualities to mix with such a world. He begins a southern journey Down the street. He felt no need to fight anymore. Perhaps then he wouldn't sit, Staring and thinking useless Thoughts of why and what if. Why not fall subjected to a World that hatches more misery Each day? It's so much easier Not to think, not to reflect On actions and just commit Them, forgetting all consequences, All prices, all morals, all standards. He continued south, trying to look back, To Look north, but it was too hard to Turn around. Being separated From everything because of What you are is unbearable. His walk went on, further and further From where he came, watching the Screaming, hysterical world Slip deeper, farther from the Light. He stops. There's no where to go. His bright eyes furrow in Frustration as he realizes He has lost. They've won. He looks around at the World he towers over. Everything everyone Submissive to the misery and Revolting destruction Refuses to see. He listens to what seems Normal to them but makes Him want to scream. He has fought for as long as He can remember but it's Taken him nowhere. His Red lips remain firmly shut. They've won. He stood looking toward the Crowding south of the avenue And finally turned to look toward The north from which he came. North was much less inhabited and Its population grew fewer every hour. He closed his eyes in Fear of the realization. They've won. He's trapped. I watch him with Tears in my eyes as He's alone, feeling as if There is no longer any Familiarity in the north; All he held was either Decaying or dead. He will never know that I stood here, waiting for him While he waited for me.
© 2010 Kristen PAuthor's Note
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