Waste of Time (song-2013)

I had gotten in a fight, I guess you could say that. with someone I no longer talk to and then got in a fight with another friend not even an hour later so I was very overwhelmed and wrote this.

I’ve been told

A million different lies since I was 8 years old

And I’ve been through

Enough to make it seem like I’m bulletproof

But I’ve lost myself so many times

I’ve broken hearts and it’s been done to mine

And I can’t take it again, I can’t just forget,

*chorus*

So I’m putting my walls back up

I should have never brought them down

They were always there for me,

Hiding my insanity

They kept me alive

So I’m boarding up the windows now

I should have never let the light back in

 It was never right for me,

Left me to believe,

That I could move on with my life

But it was just a waste of time

*end chorus*

I’ve been told

Never to trust anyone cause they’ll only let you down

I’ve been mistreated

From enemies to loved ones who always had me on the run,

From myself as I cry at night

Cause I’ve broken hearts and it’s been done to mine

And I can’t take it again, I can’t just forget

*chorus*

So I’m putting my walls back up

I should have never brought them down

They were always there for me,

Hiding my insanity

They kept me alive

So I’m boarding up the window now

I should have never let the light back in

 It was never right for me,

Left me to believe,

That I could move on with my life

But it was just a waste of time

*end chorus*

Cause now I’m crying

And I’m shakin

And I’m hating everything I worked to love

And now I’m trying

Just to hide it

And it’s killing me cause I know I’m wrong

*chorus*

So I’m putting my walls back up

I should have never brought them down

They were always there for me

Hiding my insanity

They kept me alive

So I’m boarding up the window now

I should have never let the light back in

It was never right for me,

Left me to believe,

That I could move on with my life

But it was just a waste of time

(End chorus)

(End song)