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Happy thoughts.

A girl wonders what the boy she promised never to care about will think. He would never do something as stupid as that, and she knows it. She wonders if there'll even be scars for him to see. She wants to see him again. She needs him even if he doesn't need her. She needs his smile and his weird stained hair. She needs him to insult her, call her by the nickname of no one else. HM for high maintenance. She loves that name just because it's special to her. She remembers the day his uncle died. The way he cried. Her heart broke for him that day. She knows she'll never love another the way she loves him. She's sure she'll love again but he'll always be different. A girl smiles herself to sleep.