Dizzy

Every time he looks at me I feel dizzy,
But he's not mine now is he?

He smiles at her and holds her hand,
I can't even stand.

His eyes speak volumes about her,
He is her lover.

Not me,
I am not the one he sees.

She smiles her perfect smile,
I feel lost, this fact I cannot file.

They are happy, I feel alone,
Their affection cuts me to the bone.

Why can't that be me?
Why can't he see?