Parasitic Child

A Poem on Child Bearing and Children....

Parasitic Child

As I gaze into the eyes of my broken mirror

I see the innocent me from my vanishing past

Eyes wide and defenseless, provoking an attack

 

I have you in my hands; I brought you into this world with my own supplements, heart and mind

I am your fate, the decider of your life and death

 

Yet all you do is feed off of me, constantly eating and tossing me aside

Using me to your every most advantage

 

I give you my love and mind

Yet when you are ready to blossom and part

You leave me to myself, to think of all the times you’ve done me no good

 

I gaze into the eyes of my broken mirror

Unaware and pure not yet understanding the world as it hellishly is

I want to mess you up destroy your innocence’s

Make you see hell before you understand it so that I may see my glory of your demise

Parasitic Child

You will not use my wellbeing for your surpassing, and then leave me to rot outside the barriers of your heart

 

I gave up my body for you, carried you not only in my heart but in the deepest corners of my sanity

I gave you my cries of suffering and agonizing pain to bear you into the world

 

I feel the Sins taking over my locked mind

When I see you, child, so dumbfounded and pure

I want to erase you and tear you away from what I let you claimed

Life

When I carry you, child, I unconsciously squeeze onto you

To think of different ways to seek your demise

I want to make you see the black cloak

Parasitic Child

Author's Note

I've had this for a really long time now... I never really liked children or child bearing for that matter. I just put down all the reason why and made it into some form of a poem....

But all of the things in this poem are true, whenever I see an infant or a baby of any animal I instantly get a negative feeling, sometimes I just get randon thoughts and idea's for ways of harming the child.

I never do have the intensions or the thought of actually harming the infant but I do have thoughts on how it can get injuryed or killed....

...

I rarely every open up these secretive things but writing them out really does help... Thanks for Reading.

-Bliss

Reviews

[Revolutionary]

Hypnotic uncomfortable.its lik_e I like not liking it.it made me cringe at points where I still found it seductive.good work

[Seanh12]

Wow what an amazing piece of writing, I love this poem, I agree with Jennifer not many people do have the courage to write about feelings and how they feel so well done, this is filled with beauty. It is dark but there is a little bit of light in this poem as well. Fantastic work, keep it up. I love your work

[Blissful Sin]

Thank you very much for reading, I'm glad you enjoyed.

-Bliss

[Jennifer Rai]

Not many people have the courage to write their darkest thoughts in this way. Your work is filled with beauty. it may be dark yet its still beautiful, the way you have potrayed your emotions and thoughts.

Personally i love children but i understand what you mean by this poem. its briliant. I love the wonderful use of imagery.

Fantastic work...

[Blissful Sin]

Thank you very much for the compliment. It means a lot.

-Bliss

[Katherine Enma Pineappl..]

I love children but I get what you're trying to convey here. I might have interpreted this differently, in a manner in which you do not intend it to be interpreted but your poem is still beautiful.

I like how you really brought your feelings out in this. I cannot really question the greatness of honestly in poetry seeing as it's reflects so beautifully in this piece of yours.

Nice write

[Blissful Sin]

Thank you very much!!

-Bliss
P.S. sorry for the late reply!! xP

[The Uncommon Muse]

bravo to you for writing on a very dark part of our psyches. Very powerful imagery and emotion in your words

[Blissful Sin]

Thank you very much!!

-Bliss
P.S. sorry for the late reply!! xP

[Alana McGuire]

Honestly, I love children. I'm in college for early childhood education. However, I never want to be a parent, nor carry a child inside my body.
It takes a lot of strength to openly confess a loathing of this sort, but it's really awesome that you're not hiding it, and you've turned it into a beautiful poem.

"Make you see hell before you understand it so that I may see my glory of your demise"
I really like the power of that line a lot. It packs a lot of meaning into so few words.

Overall, I enjoyed reading this. :)

[Blissful Sin]

Thank you very much for your honesty and compliment.
I'm glad you enjoyed.

-Bliss

[Jay]

I understand what you mean, I don't like children either. Nor babies. But anyways, This is a real good poem, and like I always say, " A good poem doesn't have to rhyme" :)

[Blissful Sin]

Thanks for reading!

-Bliss
P.S. I can't rhyme that well anyway Cx

[Damien Thibodeaux]

I don't think I've ever seen such wicked, twisted minds' thoughts so eloquently written. Not to mention the courage it takes to actually share these thoughts. Very darkside! Bravo!

[Blissful Sin]

Oh stop, you flatter me!

-Blushing Bliss

[Damien Thibodeaux]

That's my job.. lol. Really though, I like your style.

[Wolfwind]

You have spilled open one of the dark threads of thought that spins through the minds of many a person, at least once or twice. The ink you have woven is an opening into those black boxes of the everyday mind. The thoughts that if one were to walk down the street, no one would be the wiser that some soul was thinking them.

Thank you for sharing your creative juices here. Your description and wording truly made this piece stand upon that dark pedestal with a beautiful gleem. Well done!

Aaron

[Blissful Sin]

Thank you very much, your comment alone has so much beauty shown inside!

-Bliss

[Alexander B. Kerri]

I really do not enjoy the aggregation of children nor infants, I actually loath them as well. The poem is very truthful among those upon maddened perspective.

[Blissful Sin]

Thank you for your honesty, it is greatly appreciated.

-Bliss