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Truetry

Recluse in my shell

...100 ft from this mad mad place

Sustained by my own light..

..I photosynthesize my growth through this dark night

Too scared to reach  out....too brave to spend the rest of my life this way...

What to do..........sigh

An open heart seeking companionship

Seems to be an easy target on this crazy life's trip

.....i shouldn't care so much....in warfare some bullets miss

Running towards the front lines .....fuelled solely by faith

Now I'm living directly in the moment....Bullets  ricochet  & ricochet

Bang....Bang..

I keep running...faster & faster.....till all my fears are cast away

In the chaos....i stopped to see

A rose bloom....from the sea of red, clanging metal & the dead

That Such beauty could subsist....in a place like this....

Time stood still...

In the realisation that separation is an illusion

I felt.......inexplicably..........Elated

The scent of the new bloom spoke to me through a deep visceral sensation turned emotion

   --- I feel much the same as you..

Lost in the meaning of the revelation

It whispered once more...

  --- All is perfrect...your mind has just been renewed