Chapter 4

Jessica turned to Kur her eyes were glowing with anger. How could they expect her to fight him. How could she fight him it was not human not human at all but their is one problem to that she was not human not any more.

"What are you waiting for jessica. This is part of your test. Fight me" Lucillin barked as he walked up to her.

"Lucillian i can't i won't fight you"

"But if you don't you will get killed"

"I don't care. i won't fight you"

Kur stood up his head and tail were held high. "THAT IS ENOUGH!!!" He snapped  "You two fight now"

The silence of the crowd made jessica feel uneasy about all this. Killing the bear was easy but killing her best friend and possibly one she loves that she can not bare to do. Jessica shook her head and sighed. She knew if she did not do this she will die but it will bring shame to Lucillian. it will be like he failed the pack. Jessica closed her yes she could here the quiet talks of the others. Some were saying she was a chicken, others were saying that she does not have what it takes. Jessica sighed she knew she had no choice but to fight him.

Walking up to Lucillian she lowered her head in respect and he did the same. Once their heads rose up the battle began. The two's ears were flat agents their heads, teeth bared, Tails stiff and all hair stood on end to make them look bigger. Jessica was the first to make a move. She took off in full speed paws barely hitting the ground as she zoomed across the land.Her ears laid flat agents her head as she leaped in to the air. Her teeth now looked like several sharp thin knifes planted in her jaw. Jessica's eyes were a golden color her pupils were two thin slit and her mind was on one thing only and that is to win. Coming down on to Lucillian she buried her canines in to his neck. The warm gush of blood spilled in to her mouth and consumed her taste buds. Jessica cringed at the taste of that type of blood. 

Holding on at much as she could as Lucillian tried to throw her off Jessica could not help but think to her self 'I am so sorry Lucillian'. Jessica took her hind claws and dug them in to his back. The nails dug through his skin like it was butter. The bellows of Lucillian filled the air. Jessica knew he was a better fighter than this. Was he going easy on her. Then out of nowhere jessica found her self being pinned to the ground. A very evil looking Lucillian stood on top of her. His fangs dripped with saliva and his eyes looked evil as well.In all you can say he looked iniquitous. Jessica struggled to get out from under him. She let out a deep bellow as she felt him sink his teeth in to her neck. Jessica's white fur turned a reddish color almost like a faded rose.

Now desperate to get free Jessica took her hind claws and clawed at Lucillians under body. This made him jump off of her. Now springing in to life Jessica was pissed. One hundred percent pissed. Leaping on to Lucillian to dug her teeth in to his jugular and bit down with great force.The struggles of Lucillian under her feet slowed down and eventually stopped. Jessica did not let go till she herd the last breath of him. Lucillian managed to get out "You did well. I am proud of you" And he went still. Stepping off of him Jessica herd the crowd cheer but her mind was else where. Jessica began to tremor on her paws as she looked at his lifeless body.She walked up to him and nudged him gently. "I am sorry Lucillian. I did not want this to happen." She paused "Because i loved you"

Jessica's attention was turned to Kur as he begun to make a speech. Jessica did not want to hear it she knew what he was going to say and Jessica did not want it anymore. He was going to give her Lucillian's position. 

"Now hush everyone, I know their was a excellent battle between Jessica and Lucillian and both did well but unfortunately Lucillian lost.So everyone let's give some respect" He paused and everyone cried out to the havens in honor of Lucillian.Kur then spoke again "Jessica overcame her mentor and took the gold this she is now part of the pack and get a new name and will take her mentor's rank in the pack." he turned to Jessica. She looked like a wreck but she did not care."Jessica you are now part of the pack and your new name will be.. Solveig.. This mean House of power.." He then bowed to her and then shouted in to the havens. "Everyone welcome the newest member Solveig! Solveig was very valorous tonight and has been rewarded." He turned to Her and smiled. "Welcome to the pack."

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Once the celebrating was over Solveig made her way back to the house. She was so exhausted that she barley made it half way when she collapsed down on the ground. Laying their she closed her eyes to rest. The ground felt so peaceful and cooling. She could not help but drift off in to a deep sleep.

'Lucillian i am sorry i did not mean to. i had to i..'

'I don't care you still killed me!'

'but i said i was'

'i know you are sorry you are always sorry but you still killed me and that can not be fixed'

'but Lucillian please try to under stand'

'what is their to understand? NOTHING THAT IS WHAT!'

'I am sorry'

'i don't care you are nothing but a pice of s**t like the rest of them.. I thought you loved me.'

'i do'

'then why would you kill me. hu? why would you do this to me?'

no answer

'i knew it you are nothing but a pice of s**t on the bottom of my shoe. I have been victimize, i did nothing wrong and you killed me!!'

Solveig sprung up panting and crying. She did not mean to kill him and she felt so guilty for it. She did not know if he forgave her or not. She shook her head and looked around to realize she was in her room and cleaned up. Looking around puzzled she wondered how she got here. Her head turned to the door to see Kyra walk in.

"Oh good morning Solveig." 

"Kyra how did i get here?"

"Well when you did not return with the others i went out to look for you and i found you out cold on the ground covered in blood. At first i thought you lost but when i got closer i smelt it was not your blood but Lucillian's."she stopped and frowned "Oh i am sorry i knew you loved him but i know he is not mad at you." 

"Kyra how could you possibly know that?"

"Well because he told me that he will have to fight you and well he gave me this to give you"

Kyra held out a letter sealed by wax. "he said he wanted you to read it. I will leave it here with you food but i need to tend to my work." She said and left.

Solveig turned to the tray and picked up the letter she gently opened it and begun to read.

My Dearest Jessica or what you new name may be,

If you are reading this it means that you have won the battle that was between us. I know how you must be feeling. All filled with hate  for your self, sadness, and guilt but to assure you i am not mad at you not at all. I don't want you to feel bad for me. I am proud of you Jessica and that you made it in to the pack. I know you might be thinking about now is why i did not tell you that you had to fight me. Well to tell you the truth if i did you would have not trained so hard and you would have surly lost and i could not stand that. I could not kill you i would not because i love you jessica and i always will.

I know this might sound so stupid to you but i really cared for you. Even when we first meet that day on the sidewalk out side of school when i bumped in to you. Do you remember that. Well of course you do. At the time it must have been so humiliating but now it seems kinda funny. i mean if you think about it on how we ran in to each other. imagine how our faces looked. and all the papers flying around us like they were trying to run away from the fall. Any way My dearest jessica i love you and i always have and will. I just want you to be happy and possibly find the right person to live your life with and have some kids. Please my love don't stop your life because of this. My only wish is that you keep on living.

With all my love,

Lucillian

Reviews

[TheElfPrincess]

A very good chapter. A few capitalation mistakes, but that was all. I enjoyed reading it. It was sad, yet very good to read. Well done, I really enjoyed it.

[Coyote Poetry]

A very sad chapter. The life of nature can be hard. To give your life for someone you love. Mean that you gave all. It is a gift held with sadness and pain. Thank you for a excellent poem.
Coyote

[BrynnaW.]

The last chapter you have for right now... I loved it! Good job! (Once again Hunter C. Brown stole my saying so I will switch it up) I liked this! Keep on writing so I can keep on reading!! :)

[Hunter C. Brown]

cool chapter, good work and keep on writing!!!

[Kearra]

IKR AWWW

[ClaireBear]

aww!