Never Gonna Be The Same

Like a dot of ink on a once blank page,

So distinct and vivid was this bond.

As illegal as it was in its entirety,

Emotions seemed to want to go on to forever and beyond.

But negativity surfaced in all shapes and forms,

Shooting this sky-born bliss to the ground.

 

This bond..yes all its assets have flushed down life's horrid drain,

Such a pity...or is it for the best,

I guess it actually wasn't meant to be,

I guess it really couldn't withstand any tests,

Nope, not for the life of me.

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I strove for perfection,

Silly lil me,

Thought I was going in the right direction,

It was as perfect as could be.

Now I'm struggling with depression,

But pretending to be overpowered with glee,

Wish I could've made a prediction,

But this result is not something I would've wanted to see.

It's like we're so distant,

Acquaintances now,

Our bond is now like an infant,

Helpless; empty..and I'm wondering how.

If I knew this would've happened,

I wouldn't have tied myself so,

If I could've forseen an abrupt end,

I wouldn't have kept a constant "go".

Things just seem so different now...is this the way it should have been?

Is this really what it was supposed to come to,

Was our bond some sort of sin?

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Like a drop of ink that fell on a once blank page of white,

The love we seemingly shared made itself permanent in my heart.

But this shared love surely came to an end; it was cut off in its height,

And even if I wanted to get rid of it..it will never depart.

I guess it's because this love truly grew on me,

The ideal type of love,

Everyone could see,

We were like a match that was oh so unique; ordained from Heaven above.

But not everything works out the way you want it to,

And I've learnt that the hard way

I just don't know what to do

If only I could let it go and stop reminding myself of this immense pain.

It's like since new things have transpired, everything has just become a blur

Nothing's ever gonna be the same..and thats what hurts...

 

 

 

Author's Note

Guess this is really how life is...and like my mum says..i need to learn how to move on..but, what if i dont want to?...guess this will be prolonged for as long as it takes me to learn...

Reviews

[Lady V]

Sad but true.........We want what we cant have, Cant have what we need and what we had is somehow lost. I have to say this piece is very dear to my heart. The pain engulfed in fear and love makes for a horrible ending when th edust settles. It either lasted too long and you wish it hadnt or it didnt last long enough and you wish it had. Still we learn with every action made and our pain lasts only for a moment in time.

Great poem. It speaks to the individual and that they have been through or will go through.

THanks for the read request.

Live, Love and Learn

Lady V

[Walkingblind]

I understand u sometimes I wish beside our paths there were hills we could
climb easily to search the paths true heading and study our intentions.
Sometimes we're so wrapped in the wants we want we ignore the possibility
that it may not come out the way we want it to. So we fight all the logical
directions to go back thinking their road blocks, shove over mounds of reason,
push our way pass the caring voices that warn us and finally meet our goal in
these verses:

If I could've forseen an abrupt end,
I wouldn't have kept a constant "go".

I know how u feel the end result is a dead end. Great poem BlessedLove be forever blessed

[luke312]

I actually liked this one even despite it being so gloomy it has a nice flow for me.
This is just one of those things your going to have to over come and by doing so you will become stronger

[Brjden (Bridge-Den) Cre..]

And that's usually how it happens. Life never turns out the way we plan it. Your piece is very descriptive and full of life and color, especially for it being such a gloomy topic. I really liked the piece. It provoked thought and some creativity in something I'm working on. Thank you. Good write.....

[The DuchessPoet]

There you go again,
exampling your talent...
showing us through your pen,
the range of your emotion, and the depth of your feelings!
Gracing us with the mastery of your expression by way of your lyric!

You have a gift and I enjoy reading it!!!

your friend and fan
The Duchess...

[ajasminewallflower]

I definatly know the feelings that you wrote in this poem. i really like this one verse " But not everything works out the way you want it to,And I've learnt that the hard way" This was a great write.