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I never thought I'm going to write this about you 

But who thinks that at the beginning of a relationship?

And I know what I'm gonna say you will never understand

because you either take things way too serious 

or you just don't pay attention.

And honestly I don't even know how you should react to this.

But the one thing I know is that I don't trust you anymore.

And it drives me crazy

I can't close my eyes once and don't think about what you are doing right now

What you are seeing right now trough your eyes 

Or if you hold something in your hands

If you hold someone

We both know you do

So i just quickly open my eyes and try not to think about it too much.

And then we meet

We fight

We make love

And you say it's all my fault that we fight

And I because I love him just try not to close my eyes too much

And I'm trying to ignore all the signs I'm seeing

And I'm not listening to my friends when they tell me I should break up with him.

But I'm turning into a mess darling

Because I'm really tired and I just want to close my eyes for once and see us together

and not you and her

But I don't

An I'm losing my mind so please just tell me the truth

So i can finally go to bed.