Mindset 2

A Poem by Marie

I told myself I'm not too deep in it
That I can get away easily
That I'm not gonna fall in love
But I'm craving his presence way too much
It hurts to feel yourself slowly drowning even tho you still tell yourself not to
But it's happening
And I'm not happy
Because I don't have you
And I hate to admit that
But I'm weak and tired of missing you
So I guess I'm fine with drowning
Guess I'm gonna close my eyes now
And feel how the pain is getting numb
And the lights turning dark
And the loud mess in my head turning quiet
Just stop thinking
Just try to forget
Still can see the color of your eyes tho.