Mindset

I feel lonely
I feel trapped
But trapped in what?
Trapped in the memories about us?
Trapped in the darkness I am stuck in lately?
Trapped in taking 5 steps back and 2 forwards just to be at the same god damn position
Probably the first one
But don't say it out loud
Because the darkness is still more enjoyable then being trapped in the memories about you
Us
Used to be
I'm driving insane
Because I didn't heard your voice in so long
Not heard you heartbeat
Not felt your fingertips on mine
But please don't say it out loud
Because I need to tell myself I'm fine
It's only the darkness I'm trapped in
Nothing more
Please be quiet
I'm fine
30th/October/20:47pm/Mindset

Reviews

[Philip Muls]

Trapped in looking back to what was and is no longer. Fighting to find your self back. Reassuring your self all will be fine again once you find a way out of the darkness.

Well done. Maybe you would like my story Lovesick.