Those Final Words

two words you never want to say to love

I'm sitting here trying to drink away your ghost
And the feelings I still have caught in my heart
I never thought that forever would end
I never thought that we'd be through
I just can't say those words
I can't say...

I feel like loser, I feel less than I should
To loose your favor so quickly, what the hell did I do
The mind has it's theories, and the heart does to
But it doesn't matter when I still long for you
And As much as I try
I just can say, just can't say
Those words

As I sit here I wonder if I'm just playing the part I was raised
To be the one, to be the fool, to be the mistake
With every hour of love on borrowed time
And every kiss closer to the last
The end is something I cannot comprehend
Even when I experience it first hand
I have to, but I can't say
I can't bring myself to that point to say...

And in the end of it all
I wonder will I find the love I long for
I wonder if I'll ever see that smile again
Someone who will see as more than temporary, more than a friend
But for now I must try, I must move on
And say those words that bring pain to my heart
I have to say...
I have to say...
I have to say... good bye.