Love?

I've lost love once, but i heard love never leaves. So i guess it wasn't real, just an illusion. But that illusion was the realest fake in the world i gave everything to it, but it just made my heart break. I think that i found love again but I'm scared to offer myself up again. If i give my all will she give hers too? I think i really like her and she says the same thing to me too. But that's the thing the illusion said. I like you too, i love you too, said it was meant for me and i said i was meant for you. It said if it wasn't for me it would have no idea what to do. But it just wanted my heart, ripped it out and watched me fall apart. That's why I'm so cautious, i don't wanna give wanna give my all again just to fall again in the end. Face down in the dirt, and add my tears I'm laying in the mud. The illusion made me so depressed i even thought about shedding blood. Had to catch myself , put myself in check. Had to drop the illusion for my health and in the long run it was the smartest thing i could've done. I'm now one with myself again, i put my heart on the shelf to let it get back to its self again. Had to let it heal itself, but then this girl came in and took it off the shelf. But she didn't want it for herself, she gave it back to me and said she wanted all of me for herself. Not my heart, or my money or some jewels. She just wanted me for me, and honestly that's what I've wanted all along.