○Megan○

To Megan...

We grew up together. We matured together, both of us have made stupid mistakes. But the the most stupid thing we ever did was taking so long to become best friends. We had a good couple of years together when we finally got along, morning rides to school turn radio the on. Jamming out everyday singing awfully, but that's okay neither one of us cared anyway. In our youth we always fought, a never ending battle that ended in a draw. But if I’m being honest those fights helped us get along. We both grew up in the same situation i don’t know how you felt about it but to me i didn’t want to take it. I didn’t want to deal with the emotions i was feeling i bottled them all up and to this day i haven't seen them. Sadly a lot of my childhood is black i marked it all out, but I’m really glad i didn't mark out that we would always scream and shout, scratch and claw each other we made mom freak out. Now why would i love these memories you might ask. The reason I love these is to see how much we’ve grown from our past. Closer and closer we got over the years until we both got to high school, i learned that other people have feelings too and I always felt like I never had a friend. Completely oblivious that i could have talked to you. But I soon found out we would always hang out in your car in the morning and in the afternoon always playing different tunes. I just wish we had longer to be friends before you left, and I could call or text you but its just not the same. I feel like I’m missing the other half of my brain. I’ll stop being depressing, sorry for being a downer just know that you are my best friend and I hope we stay that way until we meet our ends.