Time, lost

For two years
I was angry, I was depressed and I was at despair. My faith and prayers were a broken street. Crying out to the lord to bring back my vessel peace . Everyday was a pain to function just the slightest bit. Every word spurring out was in no way saying joy.
I never thought today would come where waking up is a blessing
Elation has overcame my body and soul.
despite being indignant of the way of life I told myself the time my 19th year of living started that this will be a great year, turns out it is. My journey of ED is on its way to becoming a tragic memory.
I am healing with the right people by my side. I am close to becoming who I was before but much more knowledgeable with the workings of life.