Sad Asian eyes

Felt sad with a little hope

Sad Asian eyes
Why do I feel so alone
Alone in this big dark world
I sit in my chair
Looking at the sky so bright yet dark in my eyes
I see
This day as another day to sit alone and think about life
So sad
I have no friends
just losing
Each one day by day
I get distant everyday
I lose myself
In my thoughts.
I’m alone yet it feels so loud
I feel sorry for my family
I’m Just a disappointment
I’m nobody
But I want be somebody
Hiding through my sunglasses everyday and night
I hide my dull blank and sad Asian eyes
I live through alcohol it numbs my pain and keeps me warm
The world keeps getting darker and colder everyday
Is this depression or am I just sad and bored
I need to keep moving forward
And stop feeling sad
And stop that dull blank and sad Asian eyes youll feel the surprise and that Asian eyes will shine bright
Cause it’s not dark and you’re not alone
Now you’re moving forward, swimming and skating and surfing and kicking
You’re drumming to your own beat
You’re doing what you love just keep moving forward
And the world will keep its light
cause your Asian eyes will shine so bright

Author's Note

Wrote this at 18, evidently the verdict’s not good... I love the title tho