I'll Never Let Go

These four walls surround me as I twirl the wine in this glass. Happiness becomes a shattered memory, broken melody or fragment of wat was. Your smile faded once this glass shattered against the wall. Emotions became a mix of anger an anguish. Bringing me to my knees as I put a hand to my forehead. Knowing I had messed up. I let a silver wing, a rose. An angel fade from my life. I loved the way your eyes captivated mine,,,,holding my gaze with such force. The way the wind carried your scent,

I folded my hand to a fist, an I could feel the sharp pain of the glass, I could feel the blood run down my hand. Yet it was in no comparison to the sorrow of losing you. Tears rolled down my cheeks. Yet,,,i'll never let go. You gave me a reason to be who I am. Made me immortal but still bled, unstoppable, yet stopped a breath short. Unafraid, yet terrified at such a loss....you became my life. My way,,,my reason an now my tears....

i'll never let go of wat was real,,,wat was love. Of the fact you made me strong, I pick myself back up an I stare out the window. Only to see the moon staring back. Resembling you in so many ways. I walk on the balcony an continue to look in fascination. I felt consumed by the beauty of the light, its never ending light....when I think about it you have that same light...shinning in a big world with direction an knowing. A smile approaches my lips...as sad an painful it was to watch you go I envy who you are, maybe that's why I fell in love with you.

I mumble your name an continue to say, "A rose cannot compare to your beauty, an bird cannot compare to your kindness. Nothin can replace a pure light, nor can they forget such a spirited soul as yours,,,,a candle cannot burn as hot as my desire for you,,,an a million years could never forget the love I have for you....shall you forget bout me, I will always remember you..within my heart. Within my thoughts....because i'll never let go,,,,"