In The End

A Poem by Amberlynn Kaye

Kind of Dark- warning

Everything seems darkened and without direction. So dark that I don't see a way out of this sinful path. I walk, on tainted land, where the smell of blood is perfectly clear. So much killing and betrayal lye within ones very own heart, in the end we are a weapon of war. Our thoughts become uneasy and how skin shivers. Unable to bare such cruel intentions. We fall in with the people we so desperately wanted no part of. And so we become their legacy. We become THEM.
I continue to go forward, unable of my direction or destination. Is there ever an end? Or shall I fall as well. I can feel the anger, the torment that brings me to my knees. I want it,,,,the will to fade my emotion into the pit of no hope. The pain and sorrow that ate at me is becoming a chain of hatred for those who forsaken me, rage becomes my sanctuary. Revenge becomes my WILL.
I'll make it, to where you look into my eyes as you see what you are. The MONSTER you were born to be, the SAINT you claim you are, and the SELF LOATHING of your very existence, then you will fall and wash away in nothingness, ALONE, ASHAMED, HATED. You, become what you've always LOATHED. You'll find no redemption, no satisfaction, no will to LIVE
In the end the only thing you will ever come to realize is the feeling of SORROW for the weak, unwanted insect that you are. So when you look in my eyes you will know fear, you will FEEL torture. You can not escape a well planned destiny. When yours lies in a black, sealed COFFIN. Where the ground eats away at your flesh and you become a CORPSE for the soil to bury. Where darkness becomes your SOLITUDE.
A future as bleak as my own cannot be foretold or decided, I am expendable. I am SINFUL. I get pleasure out of screams, I get satisfaction from the cries of the DEAD. Oh yes, yours will be most DELIGHTFUL.