Plain Cold Reality

dated 10/10/2007

So today I realized how much I missed writing
and mostly, feeling.
It's been really busy lately,
possibly the reason why I keep forgetting
that I need to take a breath once in a while
and allow my being some space to exist.

Instead and in order to not remind myself
of the 'bitterest' DETAILS of my life,
I rather not stop..

I cant stop, then life would lose its meaning
Like a machine is designed to execute
and reach its creation purpose with clean perfection,
Im compelled to focus just on what should be necessary,
Im done with futilities and its followers...

Cold...But crucial.

I’m required to put myself on top of my priorities
without a second thought...nor looking back
Cause just one little mistake is enough...to bring it all down.
One little mistake,
is all it takes to lead to another great fall from grace.


So I dont stop, I dont think, I dont feel..

And if I do, I silence it. I run over it.
 cause its so easy to make the wrong move
When you're highly convinced by
others or even your ego that it is the right one.

So Dont Stop. Dont Think. Dont Feel.

Im taking no chances...........