1.
Turns out I got too used to it
That made things even worse.
Difficult.
Beyond understanding
not only for me, but for others as well.
I've turned into this complex riddle not even I can decode anymore
Confronted with this genuine vagueness,
And lack of interest or emotion for
Basically everything...
Probably wouldnt be able to name anyone that truly did Decode me.
2.
Shouldn’t let Bitterness take the best of me,
It’s just that sometimes being cold is so easy
Almost addictive.
I love how She takes over,
Filling in the blanks within my soul.
Pushing me
Making me stronger, as corrupting me at the same time
With Her I feel safe,
Untouchable
almost as if all the bad and depressing episodes of my life
No longer existed
Or mattered
I never thought falling from grace would be so comforting.....
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