Why?

Slowly but surely

I start to let you in

I had no choice, your eyes persuaded

But you shall go no further

My walls will stop you

I can not let you come closer

Other wise my hard work at putting my true self in a box will be in vain

Please, just stay there

My soul is black from my past

I cannot get you drenched in the shadows as well

So please, stop breaking down my walls

Stay there

Don't come closer

Stay away, stay away

I want my walls to work

Please, stay away

I beg of you

Do not let me see the light

For later, when you have broken me even more than I already am

I will yearn for it

I will beg for it, I will beg in the darkness 

So please do not show me

Do not show me the life I could of had

Because... 

Because...

It is too late for me

The darkness has swallowed me whole

No way in

No way out

Yet you found a way...

Why?

Why did you come?

I do not need help!

I do not need to know what could of been!

Just leave me here! 

I wish not to be broken more...

for all that remains are now fragments of my heart.

Reviews

[Jen]

Another ... Whoa! This was deep and painful. Fearing the light and possibility of being broken further. With each painful break, once healed and we do heal... we stand stronger for it. Wisdom comes at a price... kinda like "no pain, no gain". Yea, I just aged myself with that old phrase. Brilliant poem!

[Kurai.Merodi]

Exactly what I was going for and understand completely and hahaha love that saying. Thanks once again