I used to love him

I used to love him

I am falling into a black abyss
His memories surround me
I loved him
He was my everything
But we all lost it
Fights
Cursing
Cheating
Everything was ruined
I was in love
But now...
I am surrounded by a pure hatred
Black
Black
Black
All I can think about is him
He made me feel wonderful
He was the one
He was my prince
He was my everything
But now all I feel for him is hate
Is it wrong that I want him to be hurt?
Is it wrong that I wish he was gone?
Is it wrong...that I hate someone that I used to love?