A Dark Life

Accidentally marked under wrong type sorry! fixed now I'ma get a bit dark now. So be warned. Another little rap. youtube.com/watch?v=mE9CeoqnsgI This is what I wrote it to.

......

Here we go,

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My mother? 

no me.

My father? 

no me.

My sister? My other sister? My brother?

no me no me, just me just, just, just me.

Yeah here we go. Here, here, here, here we go now.

 Let's go, 

It's about to get real now, so try to keep up now. 

Alright ya ready?

Good. 

I got a story, but you already knew that. Knew that, knew that.

...

Alright ya ready? 

Good, Let's go.

When I was just 5 years old. I tried to run away. 

Wasn't happy with where I was at. NO. 

was ignore my whole life. Whole life, 

Was to be seen and not heard. 

Yeah I was fed, had a roof over my head but no love not love. Not real love.

She said she loved me. 

Everyday. 

But that was lie. 

Was left alone all day.

 Everyday. 

Didn't have any money, to get a sitter, but got a dog? What a joke. 

...

Lost her job looked for a man instead. 

Never once did she think about me. 

Just to find a man. A rich man rich rich rich man.

Oh god, help

Got evicted 

lived on the streets. 

Found man that wasn't a man but a predator instead. 

Did she think about me? No. 

Just herself. 

lord help me.

...

Got evicted again and found another man.

Now just 9 years old. 

I knew about sex, but if I was honest?

 i knew about it when I 6. 

Yeah... 

No one to talk to or to confide in. 

Couldn't talk wouldn't talk.

Was so ashamed and scared. 

All alone in that house. 

With a mother who never left her bed, and man who walked the halls. 

Couldn't get away. 

Was always trapped. 

Crying every night, never wanting to sleep.

I wrote instead, 

To escape my life. 

So many times I thought about taking my life. 

Just ending it there. 

When I was 9. 

Author's Note

I'm really sorry my lyrics suck and are a little unorganized. Okay super unorganized but I'm trying. :) I also tried to keep it more beat like. I hope it helps. Maybe one day I'll actually figure out how to write rap lol.