Chapter 31A Chapter by BlackChristopher smiles at my aunt. Weird enough my aunt smiles back.
''Hey Lizzy.'' Christopher says.
''Hey Christopher. I should have known you would have found her. You always worry to much about everyone you know!'' Lizzy says.
''Haha, no worries Ms. S.'' Christopher says.
''Kathy, I will let you of the hook this time, because you weren't entirely alone, but don’t leave me hanging like that. '' Lizzy says.
My mood completely swings 180 degrees around.
''Like you care!'' I say rudely.
'' You have nothing to say over me. I was just walking around! I can take care of myself perfectly. I didn't need Christopher for that. ''
There falls a dreary silence over the group gathered in front of the house.
''Kathy..'' Lizzy starts.
''Kathy..'' Christopher starts at the same time.
I turn around and walk in to the house. Already regretting this mistake, but I can take care of myself!
I won't let anyone rule my thoughts any more. If they do I will get hurt.
After a few my aunts comes into the house too.
''That was really awful of you Kathy.'' Lizzy starts again.
I know I was awful, but I wouldn't agree with that. Even if my life depended on that. I was already been through enough. I couldn't stand to be vulnerable again. I wouldn't allow it. No matter what. Though I should be nicer too Lizzy. She could kick me out. I am starting to like it here.
So I say reluctantly: 'I’m going to be playing my guitar upstairs. If you don’t mind at this late hour Lizzy.'' , for the first time using her first name. It feels like boundaries suddenly disappear. I lose some sense of my security, but it feels nice to be nicer. I was never that hard, but I need those boundaries. I will not let my walls down again!
Lizzy looks surprised at me. Opening her mouth to respond, I decide I don't want to hear it. It would take away to much boundaries, to much security.
I walk up the stairs and walk straight for my guitar.
I start playing a few chords, feeling eased, after those few chords, I start to hum a few sentences. Then start making words for the chords , for my feelings.
Then I hear something on my window. I look up and there is Christopher in my room!
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