I'm fairly certian that I may have wrote this drunk one night.

The title is true but an intended title.

Hey man, you okay?

You alright??

You drank a lot the past couple of nights

you started ranting about all the s**t you hate again.

Started going off on all your friends

Making everyone feel like s**t

And s**t

I was kinda mad

I almost f*****g knocked your a*s out, left you in the grass

But i know we’ve been good buddies

we were best of friends

However lately i'm getting the feeling you're going off the deep end

Do you need to talk?

I know you closed yourself off years ago

But i'm still here,

Still an open ear

So c'mon man lemme know

Ill extend the offer

But if you dont wanna talk i understand

just  don't get too drunk again

And start bitching at your friends.

Yea, i'm alright

That s**t i said the other night

Well, that Was just me voicing concerns about what we might turn into.

See

Rewind bout a couple years and it seemed we had so much going for us then.

We could find a good time with no money or b*****s
We didn't have the urge to be rich, lavish and privileged

We called ourselves degenerates
we exclusively drank 40’s

Stayed up until the morning
Smoked s**t loads of weed too,

that was my favorite part personally
We used to talk about how it was less a party drug and more of a lifestyle
Nowadays i'm the only one still toking
And yall started to look at me like a zombie
And for a while

You even started getting all self righteous cause you stopped
And that s**t pissed me right the f**k off
You are right tho
I have been drinking far too much lately
And lashing out about all the s**t that annoys me.

Maybe i should hang around my computer desk for a moment
And maybe i should just let yall go off and ignore me



Man, why can't you just let it out?
Everyone is thinking they gotta walk on eggshells when it comes to talking with you
Even now i feel like any seconds you'll just go and walk off
Which is almost worse than you saying the worst.

Are times that bad for you?

    -Nah

Then what's the f*****g issue?
You got so much intolerance for the ones that f*****g miss you

-Miss me?

Yeah, you used to be so full of life

and now all you do is sit at home and get drunk every week night

    - i wonder why…

What do you mean? Cuz of us? What the f**k did we do?

    -Don't go there.

Naw dawg, this s**t is for real

Tell me every single word about how the f**k you feel

-you asked for it.

Reviews

[C. Lee Battaglia]

"Man, why can't you just let it out?
Everyone is thinking they gotta walk on eggshells when it comes to talking with you
Even now i feel like any seconds you'll just go and walk off
Which is almost worse than you saying the worst.
Are times that bad for you?"

This was deep man.
I struggle with anxiety and depression and it sucks. It's something I'll have to deal with my whole life. But where my source of joy comes from is writing. It helps me understand who I am and what I go through. These words are very real feelings that are very common in todays world. You are an extremely talented writer/author and I just want to let you know that, whenever you are going through something difficult or it just seems to much, just write! It will help you and others around you.
Your writing is incredible and keep up the incredible work!
If you want to, could you read my story, "the blonde girl," you don't have to if you don't want to, I just felt like I should share it with you.

Your friend,

C. Lee Battaglia

[P.J. Amey]

I'm horrible at reading, but for your kind words I want to read and review as bast I can. I stuggle picking up on feeling through writing but try my best to understand someone else's writing style to reverse understand the emotions that led them to write in such a way. I know it sounds confusing but its like I have to read something 5-10 time before I understand fully what it means, maybe that's not uncommon but its why I think I'm not so good writing, because I've never read much of anything however but still persist. If only to understand. Thanks Again!

[C. Lee Battaglia]

No problem and I understand! It's the same for me too! it takes me 3 to 4 times to read something because I have dyslexia and it makes it kind of hard to focus and figure out the words. But I truly understood what you wrote and thought that it was amazing!

[George Coombs]

I liked this P.J.-I think its good to feel what you feel and let it out in a way that others can relate to-for me the concluding two lines sum up what is going on here-life in all its twists and turns is, indeed for real, good writing, well done

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

Thanks for entering my competition
Winners announced next sat
Great poem

[BBP]

I really like reading this. Been in this exact spot and had homie's in this exact spot. It's crazy waking up one day and realizing everyone and everything is different and you still feel the same, but the same don't feel the same anymore....

Very rad read!

[Rheia]

Oh my gosh. I really like this. It kinda sounds like a rap almost. It's angry, it rhymes, it's strong. Emotional. A really enjoyed reading this.