suffocation

Sometimes when you are walking you end up seeing a place that you never wanted to be at,

but all that you have is only that place and nowhere else,

you'll scream,you'll cry but no one would answer back to your misery,

you'll try ending your life that very moment,

but life would ask you to dare more,

you'll be sitting in a crowded room but nobody with whom u share your tragic story,

then will be a time wen you'll be longing to be alone but the people around wont let you do that,

days and nights pass by just in one single thought -"can that be undone?",

"can you have another chance?",

but life never gives you another chance,

your dearest friend would also not be able to calm you down,

there's an immense roller coaster inside your heart,

after a point of time your heart will cry,

you'll bleed from within,

no cure, no medicine can save you from this phase of time,

laughing or smiling from the surface but crying your heart's out from within,

can care for anybody take you to this extent?

yes,it can if you really like the person,

maybe that person may also not know that you are stuck in a place where you are nothing but HELPLESS!

NUMB- you'll become numb and may not feel your own pain and anxiety now,

maybe now you'll need your that friend whose troubles and misery's you are sharing,

when the person comes maybe you  are left with nothing but just an artificial smile on the plastic face,

you were like a person who cud never face this world alone,

but now it seems like you are fighting with this cruel world all alone,

stuck,frustrated and annoyed with yourself,

nothing to feel but just helplessness,

you tried to go like-"I NEVER KNEW U",

but look you've ended up taking the problems of that person all on your head,

committing suicide,killing anybody suppositely is a crime and yes you've committed a crime,

by hurting the one you used to consider somebody,

 guilt has crushed you so badly that smiling seems like a sin now,

sometimes there's no other option for you than to cry so hard that maybe crying will ease your pain,

you can just wish for the best and wait for the time to come,

because all that you are left with is love buried deep within your heart......

Author's Note

There are no special notes for the readers as any comment and recommendation is always welcome.

Reviews

[Joshua Carl Cruz]

Ok. I would say the gold is in the coal here. Advice? Humbly I submit you go back through and find the timing you want me to follow and push it forward. The word that, like a weed, is strangling this rose. Cut them out and turn over the soil once more. I would like to see this again.