My First Long Drive.....

12th october 2016....
Date which i will never forget.... my First long drive with the person i love the most...
It started With an Icecream. Once me and my small sister were shopping in market she insisted for an pestry so we went in bakery... dat was the first day wem i saw him... i just kept starring at him... he was young with good physic, not too tall but around 5.10 feets dark brown eyes, grey tshirt blue jeans.. he looked awsome... i just kept starring at him... i wished he would noticed me.... later my sisi said didi come on lets go.... so dat was the day when the story started....
Lets come to d most unforgetable point after so many years waiting to just meet him... it ws the day wen he returned to the home town....
As per my regular schedule i went in gym... wrote my name in register.. n just my eyes clicked on the name written above mine.. yes it was his name Mr. DK... i was about to dance n scream.. i saw his name.. i was just starring at his name... even i checked five times wether m halucinating or its real.. yes it was his name... :-) i was on top of d world.... our gym trainer v call them sir... they just came outside to see what i was starring at.. they asked me what happened... i was smilling n i said "nothing sir..." i ws happy dat he was in the gym n after waiting so long i wud see him... he will be inside ,he will be inside, he will be inside, i was just repeating this....
Calm down i took a long breathe n opened that door....
There were two sections one for men n one for women... but we had to pass throught the mens section to go there... i was eager to see him... as i entered there were all boys just starring at me...
But my eyes were searching for one guy DK....
I was disappointed he wasnt there... so i went in womens sections n i came out again just to check his name... i saw he leaved just ten minutes ago....
So it was very upseting for me...
Whole the time i was thinking of texting him but it was odd... so i decided to wait fir his message.... wen i came out of the gym.. i recieved his text
" Dk: Wru
Bhagyashri : Kankavli
Bhagyashri: �'�🏻�'�
Dk: Me 2
Bhagyashri : Yeah i knw dat
Dk: Hw
Bhagyashri: Yestrday i saw ur name in register.
Bhagyashri : I mean
Bhagyashri : Body temple."
I was happy talking with him again.... later we started chatting... he said he was bored sitting home... so i suggested him to go out with friends or for a movie... he said he had no friends here... so i asjed him out for movie... but MS Dhoni movie wgich we had seen already so movie plan was being cancelled..
Later he asked to go on long drive... n i agreed....
I just wanted to meet him, to know him, just keep looking at him... it was the worlds most beautiful feeling wen he said " lets go on long drive.." i was again on the top of the world till now i never told him how special he is for me... i dont want to spoil our friendship by telling him i guess i m afraid to lose him....
I spent four hours in deciding what to wear... as it was my First ride... i wanted to look perfect... but you know "pimples" they just appear when we want to look our best... after all thinking trying all of my clothes.. i choosed white top with pearls n black jeans... n just in case if any one sees me from my relatives or anyone so i wore an jacket...
He was going to pick me up at 7.00pm... i lied to my mom that m going with my gym friends...
He texted me to leave from my house... i went with my bike i parked it in a complex Name manohar shilpa... he was waiting for me in car... my hearts beats started raising.... i was scared... i was scared because it was our first meeting... i went close to his car... he helped me to get in the car.. there he was... after so many years.... the boy i've ever dreamed of... he was looking amazing reddish pink tshirt with full sleeves awsome muscle cuts cute dark choclate brow eyes he had pierced his ears... n grown his beared tooo... oh my god i had already fallen for him... i ws afarid wat would he think about me y m i starring at him.. oh god please pause this moment... i just want to keep looking at him...
After five to ten minutes i realised he is sitting besides me... i turned my face towards the window it was too awkward situation... i loved him yes i did.... i ws not able to look into his eyes....i just kept looking out of the window....
After five minutes of silence he asked me what happened y mi silent??? I was speechless i was....I was speechless because i dreamed this moment for thousands of time... n after all dis years it ws going to b true.... even though AC tempreature in car was 23℃ i was badly sweating.... he asked me where shall we go..again i was silent.... later i said take me anywhere.... he smiled aaawwww.... he was the most perfect guy..... this way our long drive begun n our conversation too.....
We choosed to follow the road.. we didnt planned to go anywhere....
I was sitting beside him it was like my dream coming true...
I love him..... our topic of conversation was gym.... i had no clue what to say.. so we were just talking about gym... after being comfortable with the converstaion i asked him wether it was his first time to go on long drive.... he said no he had been with his girlfriend many times ... so i was a bit sad... den he asked ne.... "this is ur first long drive na???" N i was surprised dat how he came to know... i said yes... n he smiled again... i was curious wether he had girlfriend or not... he is the cutest n handsome boy ive ever knowned....
He knew dat i dnt have bf... n later full of curiosity my stomach busted out n i asked him wether he had girlfriend.... n i was wishing his answer to be "No, i dnt have girlfriend" n he said same... he dont have girlfriend... even he explained wat happened.... i shud be sad for his relation but i ws happy too... u know na girls are foolish....
I was happy... i think we travelled whole our home town..... even we stopped at Ganpati Mandir on the waghde road.... i wanted to pray for him... i wanted to ask god to fill some feelings of me in his heart.... we talked we laughed.. we shared many things... even our likes n dislikes too... he asked me to go with him n his friends on a trip.... i said ill see.... it was awsome ride... he was awsome..... n our long drive was about to get over.... n i wanted to live whole of dis ride again... i wanted more to be with him... my feelings for him have reached upto the most highest point.... but i cant tell him... i dont want to tell him... i dont to lose him... i dont want to ruin our friendship....
He dropped me where i had parked my bike... i wished him good night... n before he would wish me i went out of the car.... i wanted to tell him how i felt all years about him... i wanted him in my life as my partner... but the other side of my heart told to be quiet... n he have plans for his future... n i dont want to be the reason for his failure... i wish him has the best life..... i love him