The Lexapro Flower

My experiences on the anti-depressant Lexapro, I purposely took more than I was supposed to so I could forget where I was for a while....

The Lexapro Flower

A poem by Alejandro Manuel Espinoza

The pharmacy is my sacred garden

The medicine cabinet -

The vine I pick my flower from...

 

The White flower

10 mg. petals

The Lexapro beauty

It generates

               Vagaries

                          Of PERCEPTION

         In my

Cerebellum.

 

Where Will

I

Be?

 

It is twenty minutes before school

          CONTEMPLATION

Is it all a head game?

                                                MOMENTARILY

I will indulge in the Lexapro high...

           HAPPINESS

 

(The Latter)RESULTS of OVERDOSE(The Latter)

 

Where will I be?

When the high comes down?

 

Settled in IN, E, BREE, ATED         (The Latter Latter Parallel)

Jet fusion and

                    c e a s i n g

                                    i n t r o v e r s i o n.....

 

Cries of attention!

Smiling faces

 

[b]DARK[/b]

 

          HAPPY.......SO.....HAAAAPYYYYY

 

PETALS OF THE LEXAPRO FLOWER WORK _godless_ MIRACLES

 

Just....Feeling....

???Serotonin???

                    Seraphs...Tune...In?

As concrete breaks way

Whorls in cat's hair

Pressure wave of sensation in my mucus membranes....

 

My brown

Epidermis

            Or Her

Brown

Epidermis

            Lotion Soft

                                        !ECSTASY!

Lexapro flower

Pollen infects my sinuses

My vvviiisssiiooonnnn ?"wisdom"? DISTORTED

 

Coating my pathway in thin, WHITE, d  u  s  t.. .. .. .. .. ..

World coated in chemical breath

 

Sexual hibernation

Holding the stem of the Lexapro flower

Exiled feelings of lust and

Forbidden (!NO!)orgasms...?(!NO!)

 

The Lexapro flower

The Artificial sweetener

Sprinkled by my own FINGERLANGIES

10mg.

      SMILE

             20mg.

                    GRIN

                          30mg.

                                 TRIPPING

        40mg.

               LAUGHTER

                             50mg.

                                    SCREAMING

                                                   60mg.

                     DANCING

              70mg.

                                    TOUCHING

                            80mg.

           LETHARGIC

    90mg.

                           FLOATING

 

      

 

 

                100mg.

                CAVE

 

The Lexapro Flower

Suppresses me

And my Creativity....       

 

Author's Note

My experiences on the anti-depressant Lexapro.