Goddamn You

The emotion of "I love you...I'll hate you" takes form in writing.

Goddamn You

A poem by Alejandro Manuel Espinoza

 

Goddamn you, Woman!

How can you leave me in the Black?

This Abysmal Chasm of Malice

Your Pure Negligence of My Existence

 

Dropping My Soul into a vat of acid

Laced with Meth and Your Sexuality

I can’t turn away for a minute

Or I’ll need to turn back

 

Lure me in like an Addict to The Drug

I know you’ll Kill me inside

But I inhale you

And it’s all A Dream again

 

Extract your sharp hooks

From My Mind

And tear away at the Soft Tissue

Then sleep, sleep and forget your dreams of forgetting me

 

Back is cold like Winter

Tongue is like Worms

I stand in Your Shadow

A flame in Your Shadow

 

Toxic Sweetheart

So Sexy And Delicious

Deadly Harlot

Reign destruction upon my sanity

 

Weave your Dirge Of Seduction

Oh sweet Intoxicating B***h

Your nails are imbedded in My Skin

Under my nerves, and I can’t cut you away

 

Your Beautiful Light is hurting me

Soft S**t Of Heaven

Siren Of Forbidden Want

Oh, take me

Take me Now

To Your Home in Babylon

Where we shall make love

In All Its Filth

 

Author's Note

"I love you...I'll hate you"