my sanity has limits

can i trust you?

no need to answer..

your changing mind

exhausted mine..

i am in rage

in chaos of your life..

the chaos that you make

by changing your decisions..

you say you'll come

and then you dont

you said you loved me

but kissed another woman

how long can i stand

a l o n e

tracking your mind

-yes

-no

coming

staying

loving

leaving

  ...

i am so tired

of chasing you

chasing your mind

waiting for answers..

tracking the change

you say i look exhausted

wouldnt you be?

if you were in my place..

my patience has the limits

my sanity as well..

2 weeks with you

2 weeks in tears..

i feel

i see

im getting old with you

my energy drains through thoughts of you..

i ask myself does happy love exist?

is it just me lonely when with you?

so lonely..

and fragile

i am afraid to leave you

so i keep suffering with you

afraid of pain and loneliness

afraid to break emotions..

my sanity has limits

dont want to go insane..

Author's Note

will it ever change?!