Taking a deep breath, I sat down in the edge of his bed.
“This isn’t going to work,” I made a whining sound when I said this. He raised
his eyebrow at my unenthusiastic statement warily. “What are you talking
about?” he questioned gently. Something tugged at my heart inside. A voice in
the back of my head, gave me no choice. I had to say it, “Us.” He stood off his
bed stepping in front of me and kneeling down. “Why is that?” his voice was a
bit strained as his green eyes surveyed me over. I had to look away from those
beautiful eyes, or they would have knocked down any chance I had at doing this.
He briskly grabbed my chin before I could have even objected and kissed me. Not
a regular kiss though, a passionate one. That spoke words we couldn’t say, that
made those dark voices in the back of my head fade slowly but simply. His lips
tasted of sweet honey, and I wanted more. I leaned into him pressing my body to
his, letting him know that I wanted more. That I was giving in to this dying
desire. This desire in my veins could kill me. We just took quick and deep
breaths between these beautiful kisses. He held me tight against him rubbing my
back. I laced my fingers through his light flowing curls. Our bodies moved back
onto the bed moving perfectly with each other. As he leaned me down, I reached
over tracing his lips. I wanted these lips to be forever mine, to be placed
where ever I please on me. Only me, I want him with me; touching me; loving me.
I pulled my hands down onto his hard chest clinching my fist into his shirt. He
laughed into my hair, kissing my lips again. “Don’t stop,” I gasped through the
kisses. He started to unbutton the black shirt that he had on that fit
perfectly around his fit chest. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled
me up to his face. I giggled lightly giving into to him, letting his love take
over.
***
Lying in his bed wide awake, I gently touched my lips. They
felt fresh and warm. They also tingled from the few moments of touch I had with
him. I curled up into a ball and closed my eyes. I saw his gentle green eyes
taking in every part of me, even my flaws. I touched my neck remembering how it
felt for him to gently kiss it. The desire felt like it was going to kill me
once more, as I remembered how it felt. I opened my eyes to stare at the roof
patterned with angel paintings.