Cuts on my arms to hide the pain from my soul, The lies in my eyes make my nose snow cold, I cant breathe anymore says the love still inside, The devil has a smile while God gives me one last try, I promise to do better is what i said a thousand times,
I promise it will be different I say, I promise to break away, I promise my love for you is real, But in reality the only love I know, is a line so thick so white, a straw so thin, about two inches in height, my heart races before it's even inside me, my eyes glow when it's gone, and I see the devil sitting right beside me
This isn't a sad story, it's real life, it's hard times, it's my life, my one life, so go judge me its fine, I don't deserve to be heard by God anymore, I'm a waste of his precious time, he listens anyways, he knows this is the real last time