I Lost my Train of Thought (Not what you might expect)

This is a wild, out-of-control poem. It is one of my personal favorites.

I lost my Train of Thought
The voices in my head
I've lost my strength and my bones
I've lost my heart and soul
I lost my Train of Thought
I lost everything
Everything I hold dear
My family and friends
Yet I feel no pain
I feel no hatred
Towards Divinity and mortality
Is it because
I lost my Train of Thought or
Is it because of me
I lost my knowlage
The wisdom I had for my age
I lost my talents
My writing has no soul
It has no passion
It has no feel at all
I've lost my comprehension
I've lost my Love
I've lost all emotion
I've lost it all
As I sit here in the white light
Around padded walls in guise
I lost my Train of Thought
My Poems have no meaning
No theme behind it
I'ts lost its luster
It's ability to keep
people on edge
I lost my Train of Thought
I lost my Train of Thought
I lost my Train of Thought
I've lost it all
As I sit here in these padded walls
Waiting for the last shot
The last shot that shortens my life
The last shot that makes me lose my sanity
What am I saying
I lost my Train of Thought
Here comes the needle
The blade that makes me splatter blood
As the Nurses laugh and
The doctors hold me back
From protecting myself
Is this what they call shock....
I lost my Train of Thought
As I sit in my grave
The place that will do me in
I wonder how I got here
What happened to me in the first place
I lost my Train of Thought
I lost my Train of Thought
I lost my Train of Thought
Well I guess it's over now
I lost my Train of Thought

Reviews

[BenightedWhispers]

Thank you Jaffa. ^.^

[Jaffa Forbes]

Really bizarre and interesting poem. But it's a bit contradictory as well, because the poem does have meaning and it does have sense. It's not a mad poem, or perhaps I'm just slightly madder. That's worrying. It is however, a really, really good poem; well done!