I'm That Girl

I'm That Girl

A Story by Koda

I'm that girl....

I'm that girl who can make any boy fall in love with her.
I'm that girl that the girls are jealous of, and want to look like.
I'm that girl who's adventurous, determined and a complete people person.

The girl everyone loves and hates at the same time.

But at the same time I'm that girl...

I'm that girl who was abused of all sorts for 12 years until the age of 15.
I'm that girl who wore glasses and got made fun of all through school.
I'm that girl who has problems with feelings, commitment and with being alone.

The girl everyone saw as a disappointment...

But this is who I am...

I am quiet but outspoken.
I try to be an introvert when really I love talking to people.
I downgrade myself to make others feel better even though I know how I look insults the girls and makes the guys heads turn.
I've lived a harsh life, but it doesn't look like it.
I'm overly smart but never passed any grade with honours.


It's almost deceiving, they say don't judge a book by it's colours. But they do. Their opinions are wrong. They are all wrong.
I look innocent but I'm not, I've done bad things...

I'm that girl....

I'm that girl who has cheated on her boyfriend because she didn't love him, and he never knew.
I'm that girl who cheated on tests and stole ideas and claimed credit that wasn't her own.
I'm that girl who has lied and manipulated to get her way.
I'm that girl who has smoked weed, done drugs, drank alcohol and still no know knew

But this is the girl they all see...

I'm that girl who will stop and help anyone on the street
I'm that girl that if she could adopt all stray animals on the planet she would
I'm that girl that wants to help third world countries
I'm that girl who supports the LGBT society
I'm that girl anyone can go to for hep
I'm that girl people use and abuse because she cares too much

But I'm still THAT girl.

I'm the girl with many faces and most people only know one. I'm the girl too afraid to get attached in case they see the other sides.

So yes, I Am That Girl....broken, foolish and have made mistakes but also strong, independent, kind, and caring. And whatever way you look at it.

I will always be that girl...

© 2018 Koda


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Love how raw and honest this is. There's something really attractive and compelling about someone that will admit they've cheated and wronged someone. I've done the same, and can always recognize the effort it takes to add that in there. Also, you write well, and your subject matter is engaging. DOn't be a stranger.

Posted 6 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.




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Damn, sound pretty human and normal...

Posted 3 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Love how raw and honest this is. There's something really attractive and compelling about someone that will admit they've cheated and wronged someone. I've done the same, and can always recognize the effort it takes to add that in there. Also, you write well, and your subject matter is engaging. DOn't be a stranger.

Posted 6 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Strong and unapologetic, this girl may have had stumbling blocks in her way but that didn't make her a girl interrupted. The many multiplicities within a single person doesn't define her by an individual facet. Very boldly done.

Posted 6 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Koda

6 Years Ago

Thank you, for your review, I much appreciate it. :)

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Koda
Koda

Edmonton , Alberta, Canada



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