Im so hard.

Im so hard.

A Poem by Bella S.

I'll tell you what I want if it's exactly how I feel.

I'm just very blunt always keeping it real.

Don't come and front, I won't play your games.

Know what you're saying or I'll make you look lame.

I can act so hard, I won't cry in your face.

Try and stand up to me and I'll show you your place.

My scars are to deep.

I'll cover my bruises, feed you nothing but lies.

And give you excuses.

I'll smack you around-a hit to the face.

Watch you hit the ground and see your tears race.

I can act so hard, show no regret.

But I'll always remember and never forget.

I don't show my feelings.

You'll never know my past.

Box up my secrets, it's nothing you can grasp.

I can handle anything you throw at me.

Laugh in your face.

Won't take anything to heart but my mind is its place.

I've been hurt too many times; my skins become steel.

But I'm still tender underneath and won't show what I feel.

I've almost grown hallow, my tears are cried dried.

The pain's too much to swallow, it's almost like I've died.

I walk with my head high never meeting your eyes.

Keep my face straight, you won't know when I lie.

Hide away my shame, acting so tough.

Faking a smile, always playing it rough.

I can act so hard doing what ever it is I want to do.

I can act so hard when the truth is

Im just as soft as you.

© 2010 Bella S.


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Amazing. My eyes are misting up. You're really amazing you know that, Holly? Thank you for writing this. You have talent.

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Bella S.
Bella S.

Tempe, AZ



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