A little help here

Help because I can’t keep holding on, I want to let go, and just run away from all this fear and anxiety. Help because I’m sick of being alone, I’m tired of screaming out when no one can hear me, and I need warmth from this frozen hell. I need to get away from all these negative forces in my life, I need to find a light in this unending tunnel of darkness, I need someone like you be there when I fall, so I can’t hit the cold dark ground again. Do the words “My heart and soul are in endless pain” mean anything to you, because all I know to be true right now is I can’t take it any longer? Does the fact that I’m suffering inside to the extreme bother you, if so how much? Now multiply that feeling by about ten and that’s how I feel right now. Almost every second of almost every day I feel like this, like everything I do is wrong, like I’ll never get things right again. This is the second time this has happened to me, this nervous shaking break down were every minute you feel like crying, were every second you just want to run away from your life and live someone else’s life instead because you think they got it better than you. But deep down inside you know you have to face the fact that you can’t change bodies for a day and you have to face this hell you live in. And when you try to fight you just feel no motivation to win so you just get pushed, bruised and torn till you just die inside and become broken. So what do you do from here but just lay there in pain? All you can do is wait for someone to pick you up and fight with you because you know you can’t do this alone. So I’m asking you Help because I can’t keep holding on, and I want to let go.

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[Jinx's Heart]

I really like your writings. I feel like I can really relate to your writings. They sound so sincere and true. The tone is so profound that it's almost impossible to avoid feeling the emotions run through me as I read. I really look forward to reading more of your poems! :)